For the past few months, I was MIA and not just on the blog or social media but also in my relationship with God. It was like a tug of war and God was on the losing end in most battles. Not through any fault of His own but simply because I left Him with the tiniest thread to hold onto.
I pressed pause on God. Reading my bible? Writing in my prayer journal? Praying for others? Practicing celibacy? I could no longer be bothered with any of it. After doing things His way and having nothing to show for it (according to my fleshly standards of course), I needed a break from God.